I’m really behind on my studies. The last lecture reading I did was Class 9. We are now on Class 14.

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Cannot blame anyone but myself.

This weekend is catch-up time. 

回台灣一趟充電回來

美了自己心情

慘了口袋

但是為了我外婆可愛的笑容

我說我帶她去像貴婦一般喝下午茶

她早上九點就跑去洗頭打扮

十點就在家等我起床

 

我說” 你也拜託….我們喝的是下午茶….不是早茶”

 接下來她開始試衣服  一套又一套

還很堅持要帶珍珠項鍊

如果我八十歲長這樣 我會很開心

終於…. 

君品Palais de Chine 氣氛很不錯

走英式復古風

這才叫下午茶嘛

我在多倫多吃得Windsor Arms 怪噁心的

可是因為朋友請客我不好意思說難吃

連我舅舅也吃螃蟹吃的很開心 通常男生都很不了解下午茶這回事

就算我上班累慘了打瞌睡

就算早上四點自己摸黑搭車去機場回香港

我只要想到我陪她老人家時她有多開心

什麼都值得

真的

 

我以後會有願意坐飛機回來陪我吃下午茶的孫女嗎??? 偷偷希望有!!!

 

I LOVE MY HTC CHA CHA PHONE.

請恕我直言

做人靠實力 不是靠放屁

wahahahahahahahahahaha

i saw that on a poster today

今天很充實

我看了很多研究報告與博士論文

跟幾個朋友吃飲茶

現在我要去修理我的頭髮嚴重分岔 

保養去也~~~~~~~~~~

晚上就可以看我的孟祈祐了 (傾世皇妃 )

 

 

malcolm gladwell introduced to us the concept of ‘tipping point’… and recently, i realized that does not just apply to sociological observations, but also to human relationships.

over the last few years, i have become both more tolerant and more INtolerant.

more tolerant applies to a perfect stranger, others who are also struggling to meet their goals, and just in general–becoming more understanding of other peoples’ ideas.

more intolerant is surprisingly, to those i hold closer.

just because i adore you, does not mean you should get away with everything and i should support with absolute blind faith *majority blind-faith is good enough*…

i see some of the consequences and realize it’s fractionally my doing.

and to my best friend, i remain in struggle.

if my best friend is a heroin addict and she begs and cries and pleas for me to give her heroin or she will die;

do i do it? knowing full well it would push her further down the spiral?

or do i withhold and say, you need to overcome this to have a chance to survive risking the fact she might not make it?

i don’t have the answer.

yesterday i had breakfast catch-up with an old friend. i hope he did not catch the bout of pity in my eyes.

i felt sorry for him because he feels compelled to make up so many lies to showcase his wealth and connections, which i know for fact is not true.

he retains his haughty attitude that the world seems beneath him, but yet i know his words are empty.

i made a decision right then and there

that while i will remain supportive; it’d be at a distance,

i simply do not have room or energy to spend time catering or feigning a smile to lies.

 

老XX娘XX真XX的XX很XX不XX想XX罵XX人

損我的元氣不用說 

還會導致眼部細紋 

誰賠給我啊

但是就是有機車的人

吃飽沒事找我麻煩

我哪裡得罪他我也不清不楚

卻莫名其妙被耍

其實今晚睡個覺就過了

明天又是新的一天

就想發洩一下嘛…!!!

as a result of watching too many qing and tang-dynasty soap operas where everyone backstabs each other for no apparent reason then to fight for the golden emperor chair; i came to accept that the many beautiful things about human nature comes with, more often than not—the darker sides.

today, a good friend deliberately lied to my face with no blink of an eye.

psychologists conclude that if you blink while you lie, it’s a sign of inherent struggle. no blink in this case.

i took it in stride and pretended i had no idea.

but really, i was not born yesterday. throughout my morning commute, i thought about what would happen if i confronted the lie.

would X breakdown and cry? would X just exude further denial and lie even more?

would X feel ashamed? would there be a reasonable explanation for amounts to a fairly significant lie?

i decided i’d give them the benefit of the doubt, if you choose to forego trust and lie, there must be a justification.

i always laugh and say i let my friends get away with murder; i’m fiercely loyal for the select few, and they could murder someone point-blank and i still think there must be a tolerable reason.

i’m beginning to think this mentality should change too, that sometimes the brutal truth should be revealed at a good time. 

there’s already many lies weaved by the world we live in, who are we if we cannot face those around us?