today… i struggled with the upset of having a close friend being fired for underperforming.

instead of false words and empty consoling, i told her the truth, and she was thankful.

originally thought today was D-day but it got pushed to tomorrow; another night of tough emotional turbulence. 

I never win the lottery but my computer of 3 weeks’ old is the ONLY defective computer in 2 million units shipped.

WOW WHAT LUCK. I will buy a lottery ticket today!

體質好的感情，會讓彼此變成更成熟的人，即使分手了，那些美好的改變，依然甜蜜著各自往後的人生。

今天無意中撿到的一句話

我想

我很嚮往今年有新的桃花 

追求的無不是怦然心動…開心與甜密

這句話剛好安慰到我

有些小孩子不怕跌倒…因為後面有父母溫暖的手接著

而我願意全心全意追求我要的新愛情

因為我背後曾獨享滿滿…滿滿的愛~

我樂觀其成~

Vivier shoes I’ve been drooling about for about 2 years. Finally got it at 40% off.

+

Athens brought me back a Lanvin from Paris matching hers also at 30% off and an additional 18% tax refund. 

happy dragon year splurges!!!

我從小最崇拜的偶像是虛幻人物

金庸筆下射雕英雄傳的黃蓉

不時幻想我可以當女俠

一路上有忠厚老實的郭靖愛相隨

行走江湖

行俠仗義

遊山玩水

遇上志同道合的好友義結金蘭

施展智謀

遇事則有那澎湃奔騰的豪情及俠義的悸動

當然

真實生活不可能有小說那麼多變動

可我也過足了擴張視野的日子

也許藝不精 武功不夠紮實 要靠小聰明小計謀完成一些事

但也應該算有達到目標 

我爸笑我說人家有十八般武藝

我只會耍兩三技兩

………兩三技兩用的恰當也不一定會打輸人家嘛!!!

這是武俠小說不變的定義啊!!!

最近我要做一些改變

我就當自己掉近仙洞裡寒窗苦讀好了!!!

i am slowly retracting into MIA mode again… this happens every so often when i spend too much time running around / flying / travelling/ socializing

i am inherently a introverted animal; but due to explicit conditioning and circumstance, extrovert ability is an acquired skill, not a natural state.

therefore, i start to feel bouts of anxiety once i’m around too many people for an extended period of time and constantly socializing. 

ie: a friend brought me to lunch with his coworkers, party of 6. i exchanged the usual pleasantries and spoke to 2 of them quite extensively. my friend asked me afterwards why i seemed so interested and animated; i confessed it was just an act of politeness and social interaction. my mind was probably 100,000 miles away contemplating other completely irrelevant issues. so now that i divulged this secret, my friends might know sometimes i’m not 100% THERE but i do hope it’s hard to detect.

2 days until Chinese New Year! i feel like January is one vacation after another. sweeeeeet.

07:07AM- F!@$#!@%!# I’m so effin’ late. Why didn’t my alarm go off at 5am? sh888888t, I set it for 5pm by accident. Throw on a sweater and jeans and run out the door with wallet and keys.

07:08AM- Wave down a cab and tell him to drive as fast as possible

07:18AM- Arrive at work and SCRAMBLE like mad to finish my report due at 10am

09:55AM-Send out for final edit and wait for response.

Start breathing and drink some water and tried to avoid the looks of people who are probably wondering why I’m dressed like a college student.

CASUAL FRIDAYS PEOPLE.

10:02AM- Take a few minutes to check-in for my flight and contemplate an espresso but decide against it.  

10:13AM- Editor sends back edits; fix fix fix!!!

10:59AM- SENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ………Alright now I need to find some coffee. 

天殺的

我的臉也太圓了吧

在台灣吃太多喝太多

I’m surprised my clothes still fit.

回香港很乖有去運動吃一堆沙拉

I’m on detox!!!

i asked several friends for advice recently.

#1 friend said : no, that is an awful idea. you should NOT go back to canada. there’s nothing to do, no opportunity.

#2 friend said: you should move to shanghai. lots of opportunities and you would get paid double your current salary.

…..these all sound sketchy to me, so i decided to find my friend who further away…i took a 1 hour train just to meet up with him.

my logic is, asking my Canadian friends is useless because the bulk of them haven’t worked there

asking my local HK or TW friends is also useless because they haven’t worked in Canada…

so i need to speak to someone who has done both.